May I hit you?

Do u know what kinda feeling I xperience now? ..................................hard 2 xplain. Seem I wnna hit sumthing hardest in this world,,,to figure out in what kinda emotion am I now? (sigh) my heart is beating rapidly (not because am falin in luv, not 4 this time) it's bcoz am waiting 4 sumthin incredible. May it happen? or not? beat it up!!! rrrggggh!!